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Well, I just read the most fucking hot couple of Tamaki/Kyouya fics.


So now, yeah, I don't want to write make-out scenes, I want to write full-on SMUT.  :D  Painful, awkward, and yet really hot smut.  Mmmmmm.


Kyouya is amused at me.
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I swear "Mono" by Courtney Love is one of the most perfect embodiments of everything a rock song should be.  I have had it for years, and whenever I come back to it I am always like oh man, play that again. 




...On a totally different note, the twelfth chapter (The Mirror of Erised).

This has always been one of my most favorite chapters, because omg Lily.

Christmas was coming.
Indeed.

Harry watched Hagrid getting redder and redder in the face as he called for more wine, finally kissing Professor McGonagall on the cheek, who, to Harry's amazement, giggled and blushed, her top hat lopsided.

...WTF.

A piercing, bloodcurdling shriek split the silence -- the book was screaming!

See note further down.

She was a very pretty woman. She had dark red hair and her eyes – her eyes are just like mine, Harry thought, edging a little closer to the glass. Bright green -- exactly the same shape, but then he noticed that she was crying; smiling, but crying at the same time.

a;lsdkfjasdlfka;sdkjf  ...Wah.

Harry felt as though his insides had turned to ice. He looked behind him. Sitting on one of the desks by the wall was none other than Albus Dumbledore. Harry must have walked straight past him, so desperate to get to the mirror he hadn't noticed him.

This is also related to my quote above with the screaming book: ...Mm, Ms. Rowling has improved a lot in describing unexpected turns of events. 

Chapter thirteen (Nicholas Flamel):

"I'm going to play," he told Ron and Hermione. "If I don't, all the Slytherins will think I'm just too scared to face Snape. I'll show them... it'll really wipe the smiles off their faces if we win."

"Just as long as we're not wiping you off the field," said
Aha, wow - that was cheerful, Hermione.
Little did Harry know that Ron and Hermione had been secretly practicing the Leg-Locker Curse. They'd gotten the idea from Malfoy using it on Neville, and were ready to use it on Snape if he showed any sign of wanting to hurt Harry.
Ahahaha, SO HARDCORE of them.

"You know how I think they choose people for the Gryffindor team?" said Malfoy loudly a few minutes later, as Snape awarded Hufflepuff another penalty for no reason at all. "It's people they feel sorry for. See, there's Potter, who's got no parents, then there's the Weasleys, who've got no money -- you should be on the team, Longbottom, you've got no brains."

There's that quote, and a couple ones before, and three more after it, and the conclusion is: God, but Malfoy does have a mouth.  He also must really be feeling suicidal to have come into the Gryffindor section just to mouth off.
Harry had reached the shed. He leaned against the wooden door and looked up at Hogwarts, with its windows glowing red in the setting sun. Gryffindor in the lead.
Oh, that's nicely symbolic.
lavivi: scan from Hellsing manga of Integra and Alucard (Hellsing - Integra/Alucard)
I bring to you today the lyrics to "Through Glass," by Stone Sour, which is Integra/Alucard ALL THE WAY, baby.

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So I haven't posted song lyrics in a while - maybe because some of the songs I've really become obsessed with recently are rather popular songs, and it feels rather silly to post lyrics to popular songs.  But this one's interesting, and more rare, I think, and it has debatable lyrics.  I'm actually only able to find one site (easily, anyway) with the lyrics to it, and I'm positive at least some lines are wrong, so I'm going to fix them according to what I hear, which probably isn't right either.

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A country song.  Eurgh.  Only slightly more tolerable than R&B, to me.  Still, the melody and words here appeal to me...very much.  And yes, I know it's old.

The Dance

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

And now - I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end 
The way it all would go

Our lives - are better left to chance 
I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss...the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey, who's to say you know I might have changed it all

And now - I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end 
The way it all would go
Our lives - are better left to chance 
I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss...the dance

Yes, my life...is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain 
But I'd of had to miss the dance

- Garth Brooks
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Cold

Hello, I'm your martyr; will you be my gangster
Can you feel my trigger hand - moving further down your back
When you hide - hide inside that body,
But just remember that when I touch you
The more you shake -the more you give away

(Cold) but I'm still here, (blind) 'cause I'm so blind (say never)
We're far from comfortable this time
(Cold) now we're so cold, (mine) and you're not mine, (say never)
We're far from obvious this time

(Wait) another minute here; time will kill us after all
Can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck

So fall into my eyes; fall into my lies
But don't you forget
The more you turn away - the more I want you to stay

(Cold) but I'm still here, (blind) 'cause I'm so blind (say never)
We're far from comfortable this time
(Cold) now we're so cold, (mine) and you're not mine, (say never)
We're far from obvious this time


You're so endearing; you're so beautiful,
Well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
But I don't hate like they do
Am I ever on your mind


(Cold) but I'm still here, (blind) 'cause I'm so blind (say never)
We're far from comfortable this time
(Cold) now we're so cold, (mine) and you're not mine, (say never)
We're far from obvious this time


(Cold) you broke me from the very first night
I'd love you 'til the day that I die
I'm far too comfortable this time
(Cold) I loved you from the very first night
You broke me 'til the day that I die

I'm far too obvious this time

- Evans Blue
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Soul Meets Body

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what it's like to be new

Cause in my head there's a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
Where they're far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it's true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

I do believe it's true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear

A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere...


- Death Cab for Cutie

...How interesting, I just now noticed, as I really paid attention to the song to figure out which lines were my favorites, its odd structure: three verses together, then a couple repetitions of the chorus at  the end.
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Another Day

ROGER
Who do you think you are?
Barging in on me and my guitar
Little girl -- hey
The door is that way
You better go you know
The fire's out anyway
Take your powder -- take your candle
Your sweet whisper
I just can't handle
Well take your hair in the moonlight
Your brown eyes -- goodbye, goodnight
I should tell you I should tell you
I should tell you I should -- no!
Another time -- another place
Our temperature would climb
There'd be a long embrace
We'd do another dance
It'd be another play
Looking for romance?
Come back another day
Another day

MIMI
The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us, there's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road, no other way
No day but today

ROGER
Excuse me if I'm off track
But if you're so wise
Then tell me -- why do you need smack?
Take your needle, take your fancy prayer
And don't forget - get the moonlight out of your hair
Long ago -- you might've lit up my heart
But the fire's dead -- ain't never ever gonna start
Another time -- another place
The words would only rhyme
We'd be in outer space
It'd be another song
We'd sing another way
You wanna prove me wrong?
Come back another day
Another day

MIMI
There's only yes
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what's right
No other course, no other way
No day but today

MIMI & OTHERS
I can't control
(Control your temper)
My destiny
(She doesn't see)
I trust my soul
(Who says there is a soul?)
My only goal is just to be
(Just let me be)
There's only now, there's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear

No other path, no other way
No day but today...

No day but today
(The fire's out anyway)
No day but today...
(Take your powder, take your candle)
No day but today...
(Take your brown eyes, your pretty smiles, your sillhouette)
No day but today...
(Another time, another place, another warm embrace)
No day but today...
(Another dance, another way, another chance, another day...)
No day but today

- Rent
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The intensity in some of the lyrics in this song is amazing.  Also, it's interesting how the tempo and beat changes so much - and the repetition of certain words.

Ribbons


A devilish light - traps, defines my shape
Oh, you - are easier than me
Oh, me - envious, naked and strong
Envious, and different in time
What brings you back to me, again?
Again, oh
You touched my life this way
I don't know you


You said I was -
You said I was beautiful
And then you let everyone touch you
I don't know who

You say -

'Don't you know, I'm happy for your sake
Can't you see - it's easier for me?'

Everyone, everyone could tell me it's true
Everyone - everyone but me
What takes you - away from me - so soon?
So soon, so...
You're taking it all away

I don't know you

You said I was -
Oh, you said I was beautiful
And then you let everyone touch you
I don't know who

Come down
Down down ribbons
They're falling down
And they're loosening around my neck

And inside bloated seeds of silence...is you
The sound of beauty's song
A heart broken on jagged edge
A heart broken on your unkempt melody and face
My love, disentangle me
I don't know you
If you see me - unable to see...from miles away
The beauty of me...

I feel like I could be hanging on your door
I know I'll never have your soul
But say we will always be good friends
Say that you will always be
I feel like I could be hanging on your door
I know I'll never have your soul
But say we will always be good friends
Say that you will always be
I feel like I could be hanging on your door
I know I'll never have your soul
But say we'll always be good friends
Say that you will always be here


- Carina Round
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So I kinda forgot how I put the lyrics to songs I like here.  Ack.  So...here are some songs that have recently held my love.

Hair

She asks me why...I'm just a hairy guy
I'm hairy noon and night; hair that's a fright.
I'm hairy high and low,
Don't ask me why; don't know!
It's not for lack of bread
Like the Grateful Dead; darling

Gimme a head with hair, long beautiful hair
Shining, gleaming, steaming, flaxen, waxen
Give me down to there, hair!
Shoulder length, longer
Here baby, there mama, everywhere daddy daddy

Hair! (hair, hair, hair, hair, hair, hair)
Flow it, show it; 
Long as God can grow it, my hair!

Let it fly in the breeze and get caught in the trees
Give a home to the fleas in my hair
A home for fleas, a hive for bees
A nest for birds, there ain't no words
For the beauty, the splendor, the wonder of my

Hair! (hair, hair, hair, hair, hair, hair)
Flow it, show it; 
Long as God can grow it, my hair!

I want it long, straight, curly, fuzzy
Snaggy, shaggy, ratty, matty
Oily, greasy, fleecy, shining
Gleaming, steaming, flaxen, waxen
Knotted, polka-dotted; twisted, beaded, braided
Powdered, flowered, and confettied
Bangled, tangled, spangled and spaghettied!

Ohh, say can you see my eyes
If you can then my hair's too short!

Down to here, down to there,
Down to where, down to there;
It stops by itself!

They'll be ga-ga at the go-go
when they see me in my toga
My toga made of blond, brilliantined, Biblical hair
My hair like Jesus wore it
Hallelujah I adore it
Hallelujah Mary loved her son
Why don't my mother love me?

Hair! (hair, hair, hair, hair, hair, hair)
Flow it, show it; 
Long as God can grow it, my hair!

- Hair (the musical)
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The song doesn't seem to be worth ninety-nine cents, but the lyrics are quite awesome.

A Perfect Sonnet

Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
All would be clear then

But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one foolish line

'Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
You are here and then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be tied together and
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
And left there to drown
Left there to drown
In their innocence

But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there is still no answer
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
It's the only way it can be

So I stand in the sun
And I breathe with my lungs
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
Saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror
And you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And now you are laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost

But once you knew a girl and you named her lover
And danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
But autumn came, she disappeared
You can't remember where she said she was going to

But you know that she is gone 'cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing
Singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
And left there to burn
Left there to burn
In their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
Ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be

Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clover
And left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness

--Bright Eyes

In other news, I am progressing on the Lily/Severus ficlet, which may finally have a title - one I've been saving for a tragic Lily/Severus story, but wasn't sure yet that this is the one I wanted to use it on.  Anyway, it's on the verge of ten pages at the moment, single-spaced except for between paragraphs - almost 4,400 words.
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Bleed Like Me

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?


Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?


Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

You should see my scars
You should see my scars
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
You should see my scars
You should see my scars...

- Garbage

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